Hate to say it, but this won't be the cheeriest of posts. I'm cranky and that is all there is to it. I was really hopeful that the 3rd tri-mester wouldn't live up to it's horrible reputation....but it is!
I'm irritable, irrational, and terribly uncomfortable! Not a good combination. I have tried to be positive, and some days I do just fine, but today I'm gonna just lay it out there. If it weren't for the bundle of joy at the end of this journey, I'm not sure I would do this again! Ok, that is a little dramatic, but in the midst of all this I have decided it is ok to exagerate! What isn't exagerated is the fact that I am ready for this little guy to be here. I am ready for the next part of this adventure! I don't literally mean that I want him here today, because I want what is best for him and for him to be healthy, but i'm aiming for 38 weeks. As soon as it is safe, I want him! I will be pulling out all the natural stops in order to make it happen. This mentality ignores the fact that most first time moms deliver after their due date..:( sad!
I love this little guy, but today I am just especially aware of the sacrifices and challenges that come with being pregnant! And I am pretty sure Cole is VERY aware of what it is like to be married to an irritable wife! Poor guy, my mood swings are all over the place. I can literally cry and laugh within the same 10 minutes! Hopefully tomorrow Debby won't show her crabby face!!!
Well, thanks for listening to my vent!
=) Sorry that you're so miserable right now but this made me smile. Just think of how happy you'll be when he's finally here!
ReplyDeleteAnd P.S. You make me never want to get pregnant.
Awwww, the joys of pregnancy ;)
ReplyDeleteI hope that you are feeling better. I remember being pregnant and the third trimester never seemed to go fast enough. I hope that the time goes by fast for you!
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