All alone

And I'm not happy about it!

Cole left for Amsterdam this morning and he won't be back until Friday night.  He has his first big business trip (tankfully there haven't been more) and although he is really excited about getting to travel, and I am not real thrilled about being without a husband for six days!  I joke with him that even though he is going for work, he is really the one getting the vacation!...although he will be in three countries in the short amount of time, so not much time for relaxing and sight seeing.  He has never been to Europe though so I am sure he will still have a fun time.  

I already am missing him like crazy.  Life just isn't as good without him!  I have been so anxious about him traveling so far from home.  I pray (and I ask for your prayers) that everything goes well and he arrvies safely back home on Friday!

One of the worst parts about him being gone is the sleeping scenario.  As in I usually don't sleep..at all!  It isn't like I just don't sleep as well...but more like the lights on and I am terrified all night and I daze in and out of consciousness.  Not my idea of a restful night.  And restful nights are much more important now that I am taking care of a little baby all day.  (Did I mention what an active baby he is??  He is into everything!)

Luckily my dad was willing to come to the rescue and he will be staying with me while Cole is gone.  I am hoping there may even be some father/daughter bonding...and maybe some bapa/tavian bodning as well.  And I can't go without giving my amazing girlfriends some credit.  Ames and Liss are coming over tomorrow for a spend the night.  We are going to watch The Hangover and eat pizza!  Sounds like a good time to me!!!

Please keep me and Tavian in your prayers as well.  It is probably going to be a very long, tireing week!

Hope you all have a good week:)

p.s. I am so behind in blog world...hopefully I can find the time this week to finish posts I started forever ago!